My mental state
The point of this is me telling people what is wrong with me but not really telling. The of people finding this are pretty slim so, I might as well just publish this and pray that no one actually reads it and sees how I really feel about them. post one Once again I don't understand why people even care about me. It just makes it harder for me to disappear. I want to start over and be new but that won't happen with the past following me. But they are different, aren't they? All of them who I have met this year are different. I get to be my true self in front of them because they haven't watched me grow up like everybody else. In their eyes, I don't have a reputation to live up to and that is a good thing isn't it. I don't know how I feel anymore. There are only two days left of this hell before I enter a new one. Hopefully, the newer one was worth the wait and the pain. I know high school was supposed to be the best four years of my life but ...